Guess what?!!!

I bought a shoe similar to the shoe that Sexy Princess wore in the WGM episode (The 1st video that I attached to in my previous blog entry).But it's black in colour.Actually, my right foot was not able to fit in but I die die want to buy the shoe so the salesperson @ Bugis Village expand it for me a few times. And I BOUGHT IT!!!!

Going to wear it on this Saturday with a black short dress =D for the KPN.

Shoes that sexy princess wore

That heels/ shoe that Sexy princess is wearing, I want to but a similar pair!!!!







 Should I buy:

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It's less than 1 week to meet Jay BB!!!!

4 more days to Jay's showcase and I'm so Jaynizm/ Jay-nified!!!! I can't wait to meet him. The problem is: I have to buy food from ViVo and then go over to Sentosa beach~~ Cos the only place that I can go have my meal is either Delifrance (A BIG NO-NO) cos so far till to date, I don't have anythg that I like from there and Coffee bean and tea leaf which does not have any filling meals to offer. So last option is ViVo lor~~ Wonder who is going in the afternoon so they can buy me something from ViVo or I'll waste my trip fare =( I'm so cheapskate for the moment cos pay is about 8-9 days from today ;__;

I hate it when other people try very hard to brg me down

As u know from my previous blog, I have a lot of things to accomplish. There are always people who tries extra hard in ruining my life. Of course, I will never let them do so. I will postpone and take a longer time as usual to accomplish the things that I wanna do but I will never stop in trying to achieve what I want in life. So to those who are still trying, I advise you not to waste too  much time pulling me down. Cos I will still float and swim until I reach the end. That is, I will NEVER GIVE UP. So what I'm trying to point out here is: YOU GIVE UP.

So what if I'm on a journey on my own? So what if no one cares about me? So what if I'm looked down on? So what? You got a problem about that, you go settle it by yourself. You don't have to drag me down with you cos I am only responsible for my own life and not others. I might be alone on my own but I am a very strong girl. Sure. I will cry but I will never back down. When I walk away and not doing anything, it doesn't mean that I lose to you. It's because I will always avoid getting into a conflict and also because I don't want to waste my breath talking to a person w/o brains. You see, I still got a lot of things to do and will not tolerate your nonsensical and stupid tantrums.

And to those who think I will beg them to help me, I will never do so. So if u still think that I am going to beg you, go put your wishful thinking cap on and cry to sleep under your blanket. To simplify what I'm trying to say: "SHOO!!"

If you respect me, I'll respect you. Sometimes, people think that with their age that is older than me, I should give in and that since they've been eating more salt than me, they think that they are wiser so I should listen to their demands. To me, no matter what age you are, as long as you are able to think and act rationally, I will not be stepping on your toes. In fact, if I think you are right, I will openly agree with your views and admit that I'm wrong. But if you act childishly in a sense: talking nonsense in a very adult way, I will be able to detect your bullshit-ness and crap so don't play around with me.

And by the way, to those who are already included in my little book of hatred, whatever you say or do will get on my nerves so it's better to just back away and disappear before my eyes. Don't try to step on my toes or even think of climbing on top of my head cos I'll throw you out of this world.

I hope that lil' bitch will read this entry of mine.

Plan for the new yaer of Rabbit 2011 ^__^

My plans for Rabbit year 2011 a.k.a My Lucky Year:
1) Putting on braces at the end of January 2011
2) Going for a trip in April/ May/ June 2011
3) Enrolling into Kaplan University for further studies in around August/ September

So far, these 3 will be my top priority~~

I hope it can come true and I'll make it come true next year by hook or by crook ^__^ I hope the year of Rabbit will give me a lot of luck ^__^

I'm not kidding when I said MUSIC IS MY LIFE

I believe there is such thing as karma- What goes around, comes around. And that whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. These 2 are my life's most important quotes. You may be down and lost now but don't give up on hope & dreams. Cos with that hope, you are able to perservere in order to reach your dreams. It doesn't matter how hard you've worked or how long you have been waiting as long as you know that you've done everything you can to reach your dreams.

 At the most lowest point of my life, I've found a stress reliever- K-Pop music. When the world throw lemons @ me, I'll catch those lemons not to make lemonade but honey lemon drink (It good for the throat and it's healthy =D) I turned to music as an escape from this harsh & cruel world. No one cares and no one can understand me because not all things that I've disclose about myself. Even my own family members don't understand the real me. I'm only real to myself and so till the day I leave this world, about 80% of my real self will leave together with my soul.

So till then, Aisah Aja Aja Hwaiting!!!!