Down Once Again....

I'm so down today.. I felt that some people try to brg others down by sayg a lot of hurtful thgs. And recently there is such a person who just did that to me. I dun noe wat exactly the person wants from me by doing so as i cannot see any thg that the person can get from it at all. So now i realised that there is a lot of ppl who r good & kind hearted but there r a lot more out there who r such a damn sadists. I tried my very bestest to ignore all of these thgs that the person did to me but that sadistic person is really getting on my nerves not to say my veins & blood as well!

Thgs that are related to me and watever, will be criticised by that person. Not only criticised, that person shares with other people so as to make me embarrased. The thg that that person is such a coward not to face me directly,its bnot that i really want to face that person either. oh Please....for godness sake, just leave me alone!!!!

I shall stay strong cos i believe in karma- what goes around, comes around. Anyways i think this is karma for me too cos i used to hate a classmate whom is my rival to pieces that i talk bad abt him almost all the time. In fact i still hate him till today and cursed that he suffers in camp. But when i learned that he is suffering in camp, somehow i feel pity for him and wish that he wun suffer anymore.

Hopefully, God will answer my prayers abt this cos i felt bad as i'm the one who cursed him....And hopefully, that person who is in the earlier part of my blog entry today will get a harsh and bad retribution faster. Now i somehow felt that i dun hate my classmate anymore but that person has filled his way to my 2nd position of hatred book....and my classmate has filled the reservation part of the book. This means that my classmate is free from the book of hatred and is now safe-kept in the reservation part. Afterall, i'm not that cruel as i still can be able to forgive people. Aisah Fighting!!!!!