The very 1st time that I actually quit doing something that I've started

For the last 3 days, I had been sacrifying my sleep and waking up early in the morning just to make my way to the training for a part time job at Comfort Delgro. And I need to study a lot of things just to get a part-time job and if I make any mistakes, the consequences seemed to be more graver than what I expected as compared to my current job. Like seriously sounds crazy and mental. But it is the truth that I'm telling.

So tomorrow morning, I will call Rosalind and inform her that I will not be going to work there as I don't think the environment suits me at all. And yuppies, I am on a job searching spree again! :)

At least I've tried to like negotiate and convince myself that I should give the job a go in the 1st place. But it seemed that my heart still rejects the idea because the environment sucks. Maybe that's how Jaebeom oppa felt when he was forced to a corner and left Korea. Now I really understand him and the way he felt that point of time. Plus his situation  is more serious and graver than mine. I will support him of whatever decisions that he makes in the future. And I will love him unconditionally for just being Jaebeom that hottest know.

Once I get my pay, I will need to see the accupunturist asap, no delays anymore. And then booked for the Sundown festival seoul'd out! 2009 tickets online from sistic and make paymt to all the birthday presents that I've delayed because Missy Teresa did not get back to me on the amount for so long after I had sms her.

Seemed also that I had to forgo my Korea trip again....It was 1st decided to be on 28 Feb 2010 but my cousin, Suhanah told me not to go because she is getting married on that particular day. And yesterday I got to know that she postponed the marriage to a later date. Haiz...this people ah.....SERIOUSLY!!!! Then, it was postponed again to end of March 2010 but I think will not have enough money to purchase the package and spend for shopping. So I finally decided to go at the end of April 2010 but I got a strong feeling that it will be postponed again to end of June 2010 but I don't want because I want the season to be in Autumn and no other seasons...(okay spring is fine too). I really need to desperately try to search for a job that is easy and at the same time, offers a high pay AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! Fighting!!!!!