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FT Island 2nd showcase was not as good as Seoul'd Out! 2009 concert. But I reckon that Mr Lee Hong Ki actually bring out the cuteness in him this time round even though he was sick yet again when he was in Singapore. I like it when he said "Hyung-Nim~~" , "Okayee~~" and "Are u rleady?" cos it is too cute to be true for a 20 year old guy. I and someone behind me kept following him saying "Okayee~~" But the shocking thing is that our dearest Hong ki was too high when he sang Primadona. He was practically throwing the 'holy-fied' water that he drank and splash at everyone in the crowd. I was caught unaware the 1st time and I promised myself not to be careless the 2nd time. Everyone was focusing their cameras at Hongki while my camera was on Seung hyun and the 2nd time he threw the water at Primas, I was again caught unaware and the water successfully travelled down my throat~~ I almost vomitted there and then but I controlled myself. The 2nd time he threw the water, everyone in front of me, lowered the cameras and end up the water landed on me and my camera still going on strong all the way fancaming Seung hyun~~ I wonder if Hong ki saw that or not. I bet, he'll be laughing his ass out. And the worst thing that can happen to me is that Jae Jin chose orange colour for the handshake session with fans. And I got orange and I was like WTH?!

Actually I wasn't aware that Jae Jin chose orange colour as I was still hoping its Seung hyun all the way. Till it was my turn, I asked the lady staff at the stage: "Sorry but who is orange colour again?" and the lady said, "It's Jae Jin" and pointed the orange colour thing that the 5 of them are standing on. I looked at Jae Jin and at the orange colour thing and suddenly, the whole place was extremely quiet to me. And I was dragging my feet walking towards Jae Jin. Once I was in front of Jae Jin, I gulped a whole lot of saliva down my throat and forced out a little "annyeoung haseyo" 5 degrees bow and smile (Btw, I learned that forced smile from Key during SGB). Jae Jin bow to me back and said annyeoung haseyo and when I was in front of him gulping my saliva, he was like "Ahh~~" showing that he remembered me from that stupid incident from KTO thingy. GOSH! I must have goven him a very bad 1st impression and he also gave me a stupid big nightmare from the KTO thing as well. I planned to run off quickly after the handshake with Jae Jin but he hold my hand and initiated a hug. And I was like "OH NO NO NO NO!!" I think I pulled a little away from his hands in which he might have felt it and while still hiolding my hand, pull a little bit so that I have no choice but to move forward and he hugged me. I got no choice but to put my hand on his shoulder and hugged him back.

After that I was totally in dazed and I almost moved towards Min hwan but moved back again LOL~~ And I moved in a total dazed moment till to the outside when I saw my lil sister. I was like "OMG!!!!!!! It's Jae Jin ah Jae Jin ah!!!!!" And I brushed everything on my clothes away~~ I was totally depressed lor...My lil sis on the other hand was very happy cos she got to shake hands with Hong ki whom I already predicted will SURELY choose YELLOW.... To be truthful, I rather shake hands and hug Hongki than Jae Jin.

I was totally depressed for days and the incident kept replaying on my mind a lot of time for days. And I even am determined not to go for any FT Island related stuffs from that day onwards no matter what others say~~ But I still am not sure if it is a good idea or not though~~

And in addition to that, I DID NOT gtet to see onew at all!!! So this mth of January 2010, I was left HEARTBROKEN & DEPRESSED 2 times....I hope the next time that B.E.G comes to Singapore, I make sure I wear high heels and come early~~